it will be 8 months on the 23rd that u left us , we miss and love you so much , theres not a day that goes by that ur not on my mind . you were the best dad and pawpaw ever . and i cant believe u are still gone . its like i wait for u to call or come , i type ur name in my computer all the time and i look for u , its like ur lost and im trying to find u and its no luck ..and its driving me crazy its like its not real .. i know u still come to me all the time and talk to all the time and i do see u but i want u in real life not just n my dreams .. boy u are missing out on these kids , you would b amazed . its not getting any easier its just getting harder and harder , and i think i can come here and start writting u . theres so much i can say but i will come back and write me later each time, i hope it makes me cope with this . i will come visit u at ur grave soon . love nd miss u so much . please watch over all of us and keep us safe .. and tell god thanks for letting me have the best dad there is ..